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December 5th, 2008

I decided I wanted to update because I'm at work til' 5 and I got here at 8 and it's only 9:10. That means this is going to be a super duper long day. All I have left for school is studying and I've already started. I have 4 finals but I'm not too worried about them, maybe a little bit. After this semester I still have a year in a 1/2 left to go before I graduate. I've been really pissed about it but I've been convincing myself it's okay.

Next semester shouldn't be as bad as this one and this semester hasn't even been too bad. I'm just worried about when I'll fit my mentoring in. I have 4 students that I mentor and I don't want to drop any of them, but it's so hard to fit 4 hours into my schedule when I'm really supposed to mentor from 3-4 on any weekday. Right now I take 2 of them out of class at 2....and the only way I'll be able to do it next semester is if I take 2 out from 9-11. I hope it works out, I feel like I'm one of the only constant things in their lives and I'm actually making a difference. I love when they see me at the door and they get so excited they get in trouble for running to the door. Before Thanksgiving I made Turkey's the way I did when I was in elementary school with them...Turkey hands! Good thing my roommates caught me up on how to make them again because I almost forgot.

I decided I'm going to stay at school this summer. I figure for sure I'll be able to work and my supervisor through the Big Brother/Big Sister Program basically offered me an internship for the summer...in something I actually want to do. Hopefully it all works out and I get placed with foster care, that would be amazing. I applied for this volunteer position at CDS and they wrote back saying they want me for an interview as an intern. I said I would be interested in an interview and after I said yes they told me it will be a part time position. I knoe I will not be able to do it because I'll be going to school full time, working part time, and volunteering. I'm gonna go to see what they have to say and maybe I could go just for experience one day a week. Plus I could always brush up on my interviewing skills.

I'm so excited for next school year (09/10)...I knoe it's still far away. But I can't wait to have my internship the entire year and start getting some real experience. I had my interview with the placement guy and he was all about setting me up somewhere that actually interested me! Hopefully I will hear back from him soon...I'd really like to knoe where my potential placement will be!

Oh! I'm so excited it's finally snowing!! I love the winter and I love the snow and I love the cold and everything else that comes along with the season! It is weird however...since I've been in the social work program and learning about all of the marginalized populations and such, I feel slightly guilty for wanting it to snow. My second thought after I freaked out that it was snowing the first time, was about the people who have no homes, no food, no blankets, etc.

Two of my cousins got engaged recently and I am too excited for another wedding! They are still about a year away but I can't wait to get my dancin' shoes on and party it up with my fam! I wish all of us could go up to my Grandma's more than once a year...it's so great to have everyone together and all of us cousins are growing up, getting married and engaged! It's great to have such a close bond with my extended family because I don't have one with my family.

Welp they wasted like 15 minutes...guess I'll get back to work. Too bad I don't have any work or homework to work on! I just deleted a paragraph I wrote because I thought it could cause drama. I kind of wish I didn't...I love drama. I'm such a loser. lol

Hope everyone has a great holiday! :-)



December 3rd, 2007

The ice is pure.

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 I log into livejournal like once or twice a month, and right now is one of them...obviously. So I just felt like updating, even tho I am trying to read these articles. 

So Christmas is in what, 3 weeks? This semester has gone by quite fast and I'm thankful for that. I'm excited to go home, even tho I have to stay an extra week by myself. :-( I guess I'm alright with it because I'm gettgin 4+ hrs. at work and I really need the money. It's just gonna be so lonely and sad going home to no one. Unfortunately that's Jason's last week of work, too so he can't come up to keep me company. I wish my puppy could be there for the week.

I'm almost done Christmas shopping, just 2 more ppl left and I already knoe what I'm getting them, I just have to get them. I went shopping on Saturday and pretty much just got everyone done, it was amazing and Jason stuck through it like a trooper. 

Umm, I'm getting an ipod for Christmas so probably everyone should be jealous. I'm sure no one will be bc I'm one of the only ppl left on earth to not have some sort of MP3 player...but my portable CD player works just nicely. 

I absolutely love my job and it's been one of the greatest things to happen to me. I can keep it until I graduate, they work around my schedule, it takes 3 min. to walk there, and I do my homework the whole time. I got so lucky and I'm so thankful, every little penny helps and I can focus on school still. 

So Jason pointed out that I start almost all of my sentences with so...I can't help it's just one of those things that happen, I don't even realize I do it so I changed so of my starting sentences in here lol

I've been having the weirdest dreams lately and I had a really scary one last week. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought I saw the person's face that was in my dream in my room...freaked out a lot. I didn't knoe what to do and I always think about that...do I want to see the face who is going to kill me or just hide under my convers?? I mean really no one was going to kill me, but if it were to happen I'm pretty sure I would've just hid under my covers. If I can't see them they can't see me right?

Umm my family is slowly falling apart and it's really sad, but there is just nothing I can do anymore. Probably one of the worst feelings I've ever had, but my effort goes absolutely nowhere and it's so draining. If people could just take a step back and look at themselves things wouldn't be 1/2 as bad...this will never be solved and it just kinda breaks my heart. That's why I'm so thankful for Jason...poor guy didn't knoe what he was getting himself into when he started to date me. 

K well I'm gonna do more hw and have a blast doing so! I don't really knoe why I told ppl what I'm going to do bc I really don't think anyone reads this and when they do I'm sure it'll be past the time that I was doing what I said I was going to do. Whatever I'm just confusing myself now.

ps. I turn 21 in a month in a 1/2.

January 25th, 2007

Just for you Mindy..

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HERE! )
There Melinda....are you happy?!?!

January 23rd, 2007

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Mindy don't kill me...I will take pics of it down at some point...

November 20th, 2006

Umm does everyone realize Thanksgiving is in 3 days?! Crazy..I cannot believe how fast my first semester of my sophomore year has gone by. Almost creepy, my days just keep moving and sometimes I'm not sure if I'm ready to keep going.

I'm excited to come home! Ha, like a few nights ago I was laying in bed and talking to Kaela and I was SO hungry, so I was just like I can't wait til Thanksgivingg bc I'm starving! Lately I have just been saying things I don't even mean to say..you wouldn't understand unless you are w/ me.

I get to see Timmy over break!! I haven't seen him in like probably 6-9 weeks. I miss that kid!!

OMG I'm so excited to live where we are next year..I get my own room! A real own room, I've never had that and I'm super pumped. I get two new roomies, too..it's gonna be a good time and I wish it was happening next semester.

Man I gotta study for my bio. test. LAME! Of course all of my classes get cancelled except bio. and my LAST two classes tomorrow. I don't knoe what they were thinking when they did that..

Mmmk it was nice chatting w/ you all. Time to study, don't be too jealous!!

November 8th, 2006

With the Lips of an Angel..

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So my new favorite song is Lips of an Angel..I knoe it might not be new, but I am in love with it. I am also in loe with Shake That still and Kaela and I are going to learn all the words! haaa

School is kickin my booty. Too many papers...all I ever do is write papers and read, that's just not going to help me in my future. Reading might, but not about fake worlds and intimate abuse. I hate it that I live for the weekends, I don't want to end up like that. I think it's ok to do that now, but I want to be able to wake up anxious for the day when I have my career set.

I need to find a job for over Christmas break. I'm not sure if the daycare will have something for me to do so I suppose I can always go back to the pet store. It would be totally awesome if my dad got me in at the hospital!! I need money...bad.

Umm, I'm really excited for Christyna's b-day...probably too excited lol But I can't wait..I love gettin' our groove on! And plus like 6 hotties runnin' around, what else can you ask for?! Haha I love us!! I just wish Timmy could be w/ us :(

I can't wait til Thanksgiving break! FOOD FOOD FOOD! And I'll be home for umm 5 days..that means I get to be w/ my baby for a loooong time! :-)

Welllllllll I'm gonna go watch my soap, All My Children which is the only show I watch religiously besides the OC. Call me a dork, but really they are the same show, just different ages!

Have a good day!

September 27th, 2006

Lame-O!

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So I've come to the conclusion that it's nearly impossible for me to do homework in daylight. I just work SO much better when it's nighttime. Which really doesn't make any sense because you would think I would just want to get it over with so I can hang out at night...but nope, my nights are dedicated to homework.
I'm coming home this weekend and I'm sooo excited!! First when I come home Friday I get to see JASON! And then later that night I get to party it up w/ my girlies MINDY, CHRISTYNA and I think KAELA, too. (maybe SIS??) AND TIMMY is gonna be there!!! Ahhh! How freaking exciting is that...seriously?! Then Sat. morning Gale and I are gonig to watch Lukey run in his CC meet and you have no idea how excited I am to see him run! Later we get to get him ready for homecoming! His first homecoming..how freaking cute!! After...Gale, Chris, Jason and I are all gonna hang out and maybe go to a haunted house! AWESOME! Then late late at night some quality time w/ Jason. :-) Sunday is this thing for my parents..were like surprising them for the anniversary..blah. But a lot of my fam will be there so that's pretty sweet.
And if I actually continue the sched. I'm on the only thing I'll have to do Sunday night is study for my PLS test..awesome! So yeah...I'm really pumped for this weekend...but I have to ACTUALLY DO my work in order to have a good weekend.

Alright...I'm going to try and read...really hard!

K byeee!

September 19th, 2006

Honesty.

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Mmm Building Bridges is my new favorite song. You should probably download it if you don' t have it. Speaking of downloading...I got caught using Ares! Only by my school but they threatened to disconnect me from life if I didn't delete it..lame!

Anywho..school is kickin' my booty. I guess I'm not doing as bad as I think I am..it's just really hard. And I'm thinking about switching my major up a little..just to Sociology, that way I can have more options when I graduate. I have to do that asap tho bc right now I'm on the sched. to get into the school of social work real soon.

I don't think I ever mentioned that Mindy came up here a couple weekends ago. But she did and we are sweet and she's coming up again next month and I can't wait. We are pretty badass...who's your fav. football player?! And this past weekend Jason came up..it was really nice having him here. I love it when he's around, my world is just so much more smooth and mm love it, love him. I think Gale might come up for a night this next weekend, not sure bc she's getting sick tho. But Friday is a huge game of capture the flag...I'm so excited!! :-)

Umm, Kaela's mom brought her chip dip. It's almost the best food in this world...yum!

So I bought this umbrella the other day...and it's a mini! I didn't even realize it lol But I'm so mad it covers my head and barely anything else..although it is kinda cute I guess

Well I don't really have anything to write, I'm just procrastinating and thinking about going to bed! Soo ya'll have a good night!

Peace out girl scout..remember that?!

September 7th, 2006

Blah

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I guess I'll update because it's my first free second since back at school! Okay, maybe like the 2nd or something. I love being back at school, GV is just such a nice campus and I'm living with cool people. Plus, the Ravines aren't half as bad as I thought they would be. My apartment is actually growing on me. Anywho my classes this semester are SO hard. Seriously I never even have a free second. All I've been doing is READING..seriously, all the time. And it sucks because it's not an easy read, like for my soc 360 class..that book is impossible to understand and I have to write a paper on it. All we do is read 4 books and write 4 papers, so I can't mess up. I probably shouldn't be taking it right now bc it's a junior level, but it's the only way to fit it in my schedule so I can get into the school of social work.
One of the things that sucks though is now that I'm at school...I'm away from Jason. And seriously people it is not easy. It's hard going a couple days w/o seeing him...I go a week, sometimes more now w/o seeing him. He's like my support system, it's not like I just want to see him so we can do it. I hate it b/c sometimes I just want a hug from him...that's all, a little hug. Because when he wraps his arms around me for that one minute I feel as though all my worries are gone. I knoe we can get through it, I have no doubt...I just wish there was another way we could work around it. I love hime soooo much!
Mindy is coming up tomorrow! I'm so excited because it sucks being away from her, too! And Timmy..but I mean when he's away he falls off the face of he earth! At least Min and I can KIT! I miss my Chloe, too :-(
I might be doing band again! That's super sweet, because I LOVE playing my french horn. And I might even get to take the class for free, saweet! They really want me back :-) I have schedule conflicts thought, but King Tutt is willing to work it out w/ me where I can come late every time! Awesome!
Welll I'm gonna go do something, although I should probably read. I dunno I'll probably end up eating bc thats all I do besides read.
K byeeee.

August 4th, 2006

Permiscuoussss

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I loooooove Crazy and Permiscuous. Mm, love.
I have 8 days left of work! AMAZING! You should be excited too.
But that means I leave in umm, 19 days! At least the place will be spic and span because Kae is moving in on Monday! woohoo
Aww I'm so super excited to see everyone!!!!!!!

This summer was weird because I had like a full time job for the first time ever. 
I love Canada. But I'm so pissed I can't go tomorrow :(((((( 
It's ok, that's alright (I got something that you gonna like) cuz I'll be at a water park tomorrowwww! :))))

LJ is kinda lame. As well as some other ppl. bb.

I need to start updating these entries with pics because I have a digital camera! wooooooooo!
This keyboard sounds really cool.

I'm so proud of myself this week. Not only did I work 45 hours but I didn't snack in between meals and I ate semi healthy! Minus pizza and a klondike bar and sloppy joes (compliments of Mindy). It's gonna be awesome when I get to school because I'm gonna lose weight! yesssssssa.

Mindy is so mean to me. I was trying on something for the water park...well ok my bathing suite and this skirt and she walked in the door and was like OMG you look so FAT! And then I turned to walk down the hall and she's like your butt looks HUGE! rude, I knoe.

K no one even likes you. Party at Mindy's. Come if I like you, otherwise get hit by a biker. 

K bye.

July 17th, 2006

:-)

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So I just wanted to tell everyone today is mine and Jason's 6 month (cumulatively 1 1/2 yrs). And he bought me a digital camera w/ a printer yesterday. And umm I love him. A lot...a lot a lot a lot.

K, going to work! 

July 15th, 2006

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Oh, hey there.

I went to the OAR concert tonight and it was super fun. I think the funnest concert I've gone to. Is funnest a word, bc funner isn't.

I'm so happy it's the weekend. Party at Mindy's.

YEAH!

I'm having a good time. And Christyna is my new friend. Well she's a bitch anyways. She can't even see this far.

And we're practicing our beloved well known dance moves. And we all took poops today. At least 3. Now we are going to decide who sings a short dick man to song to.

yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah but umm my favorite (mindy just interupted and brought us our drinks) songs are Crazy (who do you who do you who do you think you are) and shake that ass (sexy as can be)

I'm pretty much a pro expcept going down on a dance move. But I have my signature move. It's cute.

I go to school in 44 days. I think.

I think you should call, not us. 

K bye...I'm going to make phone calls.

June 13th, 2006

What a loooong day...

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I should be sleeping right now. I work from 7-6 today and I work again from 8-6 tomorrow. It's a good thing though...it means money. Plus I can't work Friday because Heather is having her surgery. I'm nervous for her, it's going to be sooo long in that waiting room. 8-10 hours. I REALLY hope I can get some work off the week after too because I want to be visiting her as much as possible...if I could stay all day I would. I ate dinner at LoneStar w/ Mindy and Dayna...Timmy kind of, but he was our server. He looked so cute in his little uniform apron. Shoot, I need to get Book 11 from Kaela by Friday so I can probably read the whole thing! I have I think 3 more chapters of Book 10. 
Summre doesn't feel like summer! Is it too much to ask to be NOT COLD?! I wanna be outside rollerblading or something. Although I do appreciate it not being scourching hot out...after all I do hate summer.
I saw my cousins apartment the other night. It's super cute and really nice for the price. I don't think I would mind living in it! I wish I had my own place. That way I can do what I want when I want and have somewhere to go to hang out with friends. Good thing Mindy's house is always available. Even when it's not we take over lol But it sucks because I can rarely even go in my basement because it's Gale's bed...annoying. w/e I'm over it.
I miss the Pet Store..I'm going to visit it on Thursday. Michael told me Dan (my boss) asked if I was coming back. I love him, he's cool. The store is remodeled and I haven't even seen it!
Ok so this was pointless. I better be able to sleep tonight. I didn't sleep at all last night and I was so angry about it. I hate when that happens..I'm always telling myself "Jamie, your going to kill yourself in the morning..GO TO SLEEP!" And then I do..kill myslef in the morning. Last night was a lil different though I was up because my legs were achy and had charlie-horses (is that how you spell/say it?) OMG I wanted to die it hurt so bad..I even had the heating pad on all night! Annoying.

Well, I'm off to bed, goodnight!

June 8th, 2006

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Yeah, so I'm a little bored right now. I work at 3 which is LAME! But, in good news...after the week of June 16 I will be working a 9-6 job 5 days a week! Go me! That's super awesome b/c I need money pretty darn bad. I wanna go to the Rascal Flatts concert SO FREAKING BAD! I have been listening to the radio non-stop to get tickets and I haven't won them yet! I also need some capri's/shorts...it's summer ppl! I really wanna go to Cedar Point, I think Mindy and I are going to go July 15th and I wish it was tomorrow! I need to get a bathing suite too b/c I lost mine and that really pisses me off...I only work it like 5 times! I'm addicted to Rally's and the Sims 2. Umm, High School Musical rocks my face off. Mmk, bye.

June 3rd, 2006

Days Go By...

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So I've been out of school for a month now. It's a pretty weird feeling, too. I miss my friends from school a ton and it's still different to wake up and not be down the hall from them. But...I'm content with where I am. They are coming to visit June 23rd and I can't even wait, I'm so super excited!! Anywho...my summer has mostly consisted of working. I guess that's ok because I pay for college so I def. need money! Otherwise I've been w/ Jason Min Timmy and Christyna. I've barely seen Kaela this summer!
I might be going to a water park soon. In umm Ohio I can't remember where. Columbus? I think. But my sister and Chris then Matt and Krystal are going and I think Jason and I might go too if we can. That would be sooo much fun. And that makes me think...I really wanna go to Cedar Point. Like right now would be amazing. It's just a matter of everyone being able to get off work...and stupid money. I'm just gonna go myself if I have to lol 
Umm can someone tell me what you all do for fun. Because umm there isn't much to do in Warren and going to the movies or out to eat or really anything costs money...so just let me knoe.
I gained 10 lbs. and I hate it. I'm to the point where I, yes me..Jamie Sullwold..doesn't even want to look in the mirror. And really it's all my fault because all I do is eat. And I probably get fast food 4 or 5 times a week. It's just hard..I eat a healthy lunch and that's about it. I hate it too because it's only in my stomach! Hello...go to my boobs or something. I wish I still had my good metabolism!
I went to the band banquet the other day and it was sooo weird. I didn't knoe like anyone. But I got to talk to Mr. Holty poo for like 15 min. and got my food with him too. Man I'm so sweet. I love him. Gale and I decided that him and his wife should have kids, because that would just be way too adorable. I'm jealous of Gale too because he said they could be friends and like 'hang out'. Whatever..I will just show up on his doorstep! We ran into Koshko too when we walked in the school, I miss him. And holy crap that gym looks amazing. I mean I didn't see inside of it but from the outside it looks super nice lol
Oh yeah..for those of you who don't knoe..Gale and Chris are engadged!!!! I cried when I found out, I'm so stoked about it. It's probably one of the most exciting things! :D

Welllll that's all for today. Keep me updated with your lives!

I love Jason, Timmy and Mindy.

April 14th, 2006

Easterrrr

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I'm leaving in about 2 hours to go home! Our room is SO empty, it makes me sad. Because after this time the next time I go home I'm NOT coming back to this room. This has been my life fore a whole year..and that makes me sad.
Thinking about next year I get mixed emotions. I'll be SO excited to come back and see everyone and I better see them this summer, too. But Then I have to leave my friends and Jason. It's going to be really hard to handle.
Anywho...I'm hungry but I'm eating w/ my dad (which is why I'm leaving so freaking late) so this was a pointless update.
I love Boy Meets World! And I'm still really pissed that the stations changed so I didn't get to watch Gilmore Girls! LAME!
Party this weekend...maybe, I'm not even sure. FOOD THO! I knoe that...even tho I'm anorexic.

K, bye.

April 9th, 2006

I'm still sick!

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It is finally hitting me that I am almost done with my first year of COLLEGE. That is just too weird. I honestly still remember like it was yesterday wanting to get out of high school SO bad. Now that I look back I wish I would have lived in those moments more. I loved high school and miss it sometimes, but I LOVE college. And it's scary because I am at the point right now where I was in high school and having the seniors say it's going to FLY by. And I thought no way, it wont. Well before I knoe it I'm going to graduate college. And you knoe what, I'm just not ready to accept that! It's so weird b/c I am in college to determine what I will do for the REST of my LIFE. That's just a bit too crazy to think about. And I knoe I'm a little bit ahead of myself, but still it's going to be here before I knoe.

The only thing I hate about college is that I am living in 2 lives. (Read Timmy's lj) It's like I have my life here at school. I am on my own, do everything myself and made a family up here. I made new BEST friends here and it's just so odd that I fell in love w/ them so fast and I'm going to miss them like I miss Mindy and Timmy everyday. Even thinking about next year at college is going to be so different. 4 of us are living together but our group is already splitting up and that makes me sad. But w/ the whole 2 life thing, it's just so weird. I mean I am the same person around both "lives" it just sucks b/c I have to leave people I love both ways. Err, I don't even knoe if anyone is following this!

Today is the first day I think since about the first day of school that I have NO, I repeat NO homework. That is outrageous! I don't even knoe what to do w/ myself b/c it's something so new! I will probably read Janet Evanovich, she always gives me a good time. Plus the 12th (I think 12th) book is coming out in like June and I am only on 9 so I need to catch up!

I'm coming home for Easter! But I will be there for like 2 seconds b/c I have to drive my Dad home and he can't leave until 4:30 on Friday! LAME! But you all better be waiting for me to PARTAY!

It's weird b/c I feel so content w/ my life right now, but it's still all jumbled. I guess sometimes I'm just scared that my friends are going to forget about me b/c there is space between us. I don't knoe.

Anywho I need to take some medicine b/c I AM STILL SICK! I can't handle this no breathing coughing shit! Seriously...it is killlllling me! Ok, enough!

K, bye.

April 4th, 2006

ERR

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I'm sick and pissed off, so I'm going to do this quiz and you will like it. K, bye.

Shut up )

I have really bad cramps. :-(

April 1st, 2006

Booo :-(

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I have the flu. Well kind of I only threw up a couple times. Now I just feel like shit, like I have since 230. I was all alone today, too! :-(
I watched Look Who's Talking Too and the Parent Trap twice. I have SO much homework!
But I'm super bored so I'm just going to do this quiz thing..

March 31st, 2006

Homework is way over-rated! I should most def. be writing my paper right now, but I just don't have the motivation. I came to the conclusion I do my homework better at night when it's dark outside. Weird, but I just do. I have homework up the wazoo this weekend! And I have quintet practice from 4-6 on Sunday and a volleyball game at 615 after. Yikes! Plus I am going to see Ice Age 2 w/ Kaela, McBain and Renee tonight. And I'm getting a cookie slice! :-) Yum!
I have 27 days left of school, crazy! But I'm a little upset because I have to take 2 classes this summer. And that may affect my job, hopefully not. And my schedule is so jam packed next year it's crazy. I hope I can do it because I'm really nervous. I really wish I didn't take the "wrong" bio. class because that majorly sucks. I have a class downtown tho, that's exciting. Our downtown campus is so NICE. Seriously, it's like pretty and just sooo nice.
I love volleyball. I'm getting better at it. Our first games, oh man I was so bad lol. But I've also came to the conclusion that I am just such a lucky person. I just happen to hit a good hit that they don't return or make a good serve. That's ok w/ me tho, I'm content w/ that.
I have a really hot pysch. teacher.
-I have a paper to write for bio. and do the whole study guide.
-I have to go to the language lab to do my workbook and watch the movie.
-I need to submit my quiz for spanish and do the other part of the workbook.
-I also have to do math journals.
This is going to be a busy weekend and right now the number one thing that is on my mind is sleep, food is second.

I love country music.
I miss running..maybe I should stop being so lazy!

Okay, for real I am going to write my paper! Have a FUN weekend duders! :-)
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